July 2011
55 posts
two weeks left
I can’t believe i’m starting college soon. i’m excited, a little nervous, and curious about it and just want to know how it’s going to go. I want to look for my classes first so i won’t get lost on my first day lol im serious. I really need to make the best of these two weeks left cause damn i’m going to be busy, especially on this one certain day. Man, i know...
sigh* man i hate it when you go to the store to look around and find something you like, but then you don’t have money. Then when i have money i could never find a cute thing i like -_____- why! why does this always happen to me lol. Ugh i also hate looking back into my drawers and closet and see something and think “why the hell did i buy this.” Anyways, i want to go to buffalo...
It would be nice to just have someone you could do anything with, like shop together, eat, take adventures, try new exciting things, wouldn’t blow me off for someone else, and would always be there. Also, not afraid to say there’s something on my face or teeth lol, and just laugh about it. Ah, i hate it when nobody tells you anything and you find out on your own. Then someone goes...
What's going on
I Seriously don’t know what’s going on. So much confusion occurring wtheck. I hate this feeling on wondering what do you want? Or what’s going to happen. From what I see, I don’t think anything is going to happen..
I feel like i have bad luck lately wth. Things havent gone right lately and its getting pretty annoying. I’m just struggling right now atm -_- oh well, sooner or later this will be gone. I havent been eating much either since it hurts & its hard to eat. This sucks.
on my mind
I really don’t get why this whole time in high school ever since we met, you kept a secret all along and kept it to yourself. It’s pretty sad you didnt do anything at all and expect it to just happen the way you want it too, like i was going to do everything. Shyness really ruins an opportunity. I really wonder how things would of gone if you actually did something, then just be all...
So today I went job hunting lol. I’m kinda interested in working at foreign exchange in Cerritos mall. Forever21 over there is hiring too, but I don’t know about that place yet. I just need a job right now to keep myself occupied and paid. I’m tired of getting broke at times and asking money from my parents sometimes lol. It would feel really nice to use money Ive earned myself...
I want to try new things
I’m tired of the same old same old. It gets a bit irritating, so i just want to try new things like eat different food, shop in different areas, hair styles, nail colors lol, adventures, fashion senses, etc. Nothing out there & all but something i could do with someone, friends, or cousins. I think this will be fun.
So i will be taking out all my wisdom teeth soon.. well this sucks. The new dentist i went to is actually good, and the workers there are nice lol. After all this taking my wisdom teeth out and everything’s fine, i will be a braceface. Uh, i don’t know how thats going to be, but it just seems weird getting it when i’m about to start college?
I also figured that bonfires...
I really don’t get why people would really just lie to someone just to go do another thing. Better to be straight up then having to find out later on..